These feelings linger....

Okay....

I'll be frank...

I miss some people.....

I also miss SOMEONE....

Then again, i miss some THINGS...

So you can't call that SOMEONE special...

......

Sian dier, disamakan dengan objek2 harian. Hahahahahaaa...

Tapi lagi sian kat dier sebab disamakan dengan sebuah tempat makan kat UIA...

Hahahahahahahahahhahaaaaaaa......





Gi tdo la, sarah....

Satu percubaan..... Part 1

Okay, sini nak wat confession sket....

I registered for a JODOH site...

Bapak giler... Hahahhaaaaaaa...

It is actually a scientific experiment.

The problem statements are:

1. Do these sites actually work?
2. What kind of people register for these kind of services?
3. What kind of person would actually be interested in a person like me?

From the day i registered (last month) till today i have had 36 hits...







Hahahahaaa...
Not too shabby....









Tapi.....






Demographic dier agak shabby.....

Bukanlar kita memilih sangat, tapi ada ramai orang yang kat sini duda and umor 30++
Ataupun do I actually appeal to only these people?

Sungguh menyedihkan.... Lebih menyedihkan daripada gejala sosial masa kini...

Dok umah tak wat pape.... Nak wat ape jadinyer?

I hate apathy.............

I guess staying at home and looking after my brothers and sisters really is making me bored. The other day, i surfed the net and stumbled upon sites claiming they could give you "extra income" while you surf. I tried some, which are outright scams. But some seem a bit promising.

From my point of view, there are several ways to generate a little extra income (other than selling your merchandise online).

1. Pay-per-clicks = u click on some adverts, people pay you. Try clixsense http://www.clixsense.com/?2841980
2. Pay-per-e-mails = i never really tried this one, but i think it works along the lines of number 1.
3. Online surveys. U register for some surveys, complete them and get paid accordingly. I tried A.W Surveys http://www.AWSurveys.com/HomeMain.cfm?RefID=whitemagesarah
4. Affiliate programmes. These programmes enable you to obtain commissions for merchandise you sell via your blog or webpage. This is far the most effective way of making money. Try squidoo.
   
5. Writing articles. Try www.helium.com where they REWARD you to write some articles. A great way to start a carreer, or make a little extra cash. Please note that you will need to do some extensive readings for some of the topics.
   

Read carefully when registering as some sites like AW Surveys pay through Pay-Pal while some sites mail you checks, such as clixsense.

I will test all of these methods and recommend you to the best sites available. Just keep checking here...

My fear of Cameras... Terutama Sekali SLRs...

I am amazed at the ability of others to be so undaunted when faced by a camera.. The thought of a device capturing your face in a frozen stare really gives me the creeps....

Tapi x ramai orang fikir macam tuh... Silap2 haribulan aku diheret masuk dalam gambar...

Aku pon cubala memberikan pose yang terbaik dengan harapan gambar tuh x menjadi seakan2 Freddy Krueger dari Nightmare on Elm Street.

Okay, itu agak melampau.... But still....

Dah lar diriku kurang fotogenik...... Haduiii........ Kalau SLR lagila pulak... Bapak clearnyer... Teringat masa aku gi tengok I-Max (alaaa, panggung wayang beso tuh... aku pon baru skali try) cerita James Bond dulu... Nampak segala bulu roma atas muka Daniel Craig tuh. Aku tak sanggup menjadi dia (Transliterasi: I wouldn't want to be him).

Pastuh bayangkan pulak, da gamba tu diambik, tetibe ada orang buang pulak....

Bergelumanglah muka kita dalam sampah sarap yang pelbagai jenis (not literally lar, tapi...)

......

Yelar2, tu sume memang alasan. The main point is i don't think i look good in pictures. Buatla macamane pon - syok sendiri amek gamba ke, professional photographer ke, sama jer...

Baiklah, mungkin perkara ini tidak terlintas di kepala orang2 yang dilahirkan mempunyai raut wajah yang cantik....

Tetapi, it's a big deal for me...

Pastu aku terfikir, kalo kater aku x ske amek gamba, blog ni penuh ngan tulisan jerla nanti???

Sh*t

Bercakap dengan Diri - Episod 2

Assalamualaikum dan salam muhibbah, sir....

Kalau lah, dalam sebuah kelas, ada seorang pelajar itu, mencuri sebijik pemadam...

Dan ada seorang pelajar yang lain pula mencuri sebijik laptop....

Adakah guru yang bertanggungjawab patut memberikan hukuman rotan pada pelajar yang mencuri pemadam tersebut dan hanya memberi "peringatan" pada pelajar yang mencuri laptop tersebut?

Walaupun pelajar yang mencuri laptop tersebut anak kepada cikgu itu sendiri?

Mungkin susah nak buat keputusan.... Kerana kedua2nya mencuri, kan?

Oleh itu, saya percaya dengan sistem yang kita ada sekarang...... Di mana perkara seperti dalam contoh di atas banyak berlaku....



Terima kasih, sir....

Wassalam

Bercakap dengan Diri - Episod 1

Assalamualaikum dan Salam Muhibbah, sir.

Firstly, saya nak kate yang saya neh x pandai... Blaja setakat degree, itu pon x dpt pon lg degree tuh.. Saje je nak bertukar pendapat sket di keheningan pagi yang indah neh...

Duit da abes, sir... Bukan beribu2, da berjuta2 da.... Tapi mende tak sampai lagi da give up. GOAL tu amende sebenarnyer kalo sekerat jalan da stop?

Ya, memang the decision was not yours, dear sir... But at least DO NOT WASTE MILLIONS to SATISFY A PASSING WHIM.... Dan jangan lah kita menjadi lalang, angin tiup sket da dibuai2....

Saya xnak adik2 saya terumbang-ambing pasneh... Kejap kesana, kejap kesini... Diorang kecik lagi, sir. Masa ni lar nak setting minda diorang....

Cuma berkongsi pendapat, xde motif lain, sir...

Wassalam.









Errp, i cakap ngan sape?

Huhuhu..... =P

Mengenangkan B.Urp, IIUM

Kenangan terindah - Samsons (Berapa ribu kali ntah nyanyi lagu tuh sepanjang2 blaja... Tak kreatif dan inovatif langsung)




Whenever I am talking to my siblings, I always draw examples from my friends in Bachelor of Urban and Regional Planning......


"Tu laaa, XXX tu lawa, ramai org suke... Cam sorg kawan Intan kat UIA dulu..."

"Jangan wat camtu, lame2 jadi cam kwn2 Intan kat UIA dulu..."

"Biasa ar, lepak2, cam Intan ngan kawan2 intan kat UIA dulu"


Hrmm.... Ada sesuatu yang berlaku di sini.... Don't tell me i'm already missing the life there? Bapak ar... Baru brape minggu.... Da berbulan2 nanti camne ar....

Tapi social life memang deprived abes...... Phone pon aku tutup..... Kalo bukak macam la ader kredit... Online pon x slalu, bila2 x menjaga bebudak and xde org len main internet...

Untuk sesiapa yg cuba menghubungi daku via fon, ketahuilah yang aku amat meminta maaf kerana cara yang terbaik untuk kita berkomunikasi adalah melalui facebook. Atau blog ini.... Atau korang call nombor rumah (yang tidak pernah didedahkan kepada sesiapa pon)...

Muhuhuahuahuaaaaaaaa........

Ehermmm..... Rilek2.....

First Post and beyond....

I have been doing a little research on the act of blogging (my facebook friends being most of the targets) and have discovered that by talking about your day, you can actually inject certain feelings into others (for me it was self-doubt, self-pity and a serious case of writers' block from nervousness)....

So why the heck did i start?

Well, for one, I AM an unemployed 23 year old girl bereft of a social life (no, facebook does NOT count) and being at home too long with the company of a two year old, a fourth grader and a silent-type 15 year old boy is certainly draining my socialising capabilities.

Not to mention my eloquence....

AND grammar.....

AND vocabulary.......

You get the picture....


However, my primary concern is the things i would write in the posts to come... I would imagine it would be something along the lines of "Nasi Lemak breakfast and Spaghetti Dinner" or "How to get rid of Stubborn Stains from the kitchen sink"........

But InsyaAllah i will manage something.....

From the minute i got my not-so-good SPM results to my enrollment in UIA, I have always managed "something".......

Alhamdulillah......

Saat-saat macam nilah kita terfikir yang setiap perkara ada hikmahnya.... Tak kira betapa pedihnyer mende/menatang tuh....